my love alfisha khan

Mera naam Sonu Dhanka hai main basically Jaipur se hu. Aur me Jaipur me ek call center me job karta hu as A team coach. Maine jab meri job start ki thi tab me idea process me tha or Alfisha Khan (meri lover) WO bhi idea process me hi thi kuch hi duri par hum dono baitha karte the.
Maine usse friendship mere dosto se lagi shart pe ki thi. WO itni beautiful thi ki night me suraj ki roshni me chamkti thi. Ek din me uske pass baitha or usse normally baat ki uska kya naam hai kha rahti hain. Or uska family background kaisa hai. Usse baat karte karte pta hi nhi LGA ki kab shift puri ho gyi. Us din night me nind tak nhi aayi bus usi k baare m sochta RHA . Dusre din maine use friendship k liye purpose kiya. Then usne accept kr liya hum dono acche dost ban gye. Ek din maine usse puncha ki tumhe ek baat punchu sach bataogi to usne kha puncho maine usse kha ki tumhare koi BF hai usne kha nhi or na hi ye sab mujhe accha lgta hai. Uske ye kahne k baad m thoda udass hua. Or sochne LGA ki agar maine ise I love you bola to shayd ye meri dost bhi na rahe or humari Dosti bhi tut jaaye. Maine thaan liya ki mujhe use purpose nhi karna me uske saath uske touch m rahna chahta tha bus mere liye sab kuch ban chuki thi wo meri life me or agar wo mujhe na mili ya mujhe chhod k chali gyi to mera kya hoga ye sochna bhi mere liye kafhi darddayak saabit hota tha. Dosto wo itni khubsurat thi ki uski taarif jitni kro kam hai. Pta hai rozana uska chahra dekhna mere liye ek kaam ban gya tha dhire dhire hum kafhi close hote gye. Pta hai dosto ek din usne mujhe puncha ki tumhare koi GF hai to maine Kha ki aaj tak koi mili hi nhi jise m GF banata or Jo mili hai use m purpose karke khona nhi chahta. Or m humesha usi k touch m rahna chahta hu. Kafhi love bhi karta hu usse. Lekin kabhi use purpose nhi karunga kyuki use boy friend nhi chahiye usne Hus k puncha kon hai wo .wo samjh gyi thi ki m kiski baat kr RHA hu. Maine kha rahne do shayd tumhe accha na lge. Usne kha ki tum mujhe apni dost mante ho to maine easily kha ha. Then usne kha ki tumhe meri kasam hai batao kon hai wo. Use ye janne ki kafhi utsukta lgi thi. Wo pahla din tha ki uske aankhon me maine mere liye pyar dekha. Maine usse kha ki thik hai m tumhe bta dunga but promiss kro ki tum mujhse naaraj nhi hogi to usne kha thik hai promis. Maine apni gardan niche ki or kha ki wo tum hi ho. Sacchi ye kahte waqt mujhe lga ki wo mujhe chhod na de. Lekin fir pta hai kya hua usne mujhe kha ki tum mujhse itna love karte ho maine kha aajma k dekh lo. Us din k baad wo mujhse kafhi kam baat karne lagi thi mujhe lagne lga tha ki maine apne is dost ko kho diya mujhe un dino kuch accha nhi lag rha tha. Lekin kya karta. Fir humari kafhi kam baat hoti thi ek din mujhe lga ki wo mujhse love nhi karti or shayd mera uske piche padna sahi nahi hai maine thaan liya ki chahe kuch bhi ho m usse baat nhi karunga. Fir achanak uska pramotion ho gya senior p. To wo mujhse kafhi door baithne lagi jha par sirf senior baitha karte the to humari baat hona band ho gyi bus itna kha tha use ki congratulations or kaisa lag rha hai tumhe ye leval leke usne kha ki abhi to work thoda difficult hai but sikh jaungi bus uske baad na maine usse bolne ki kosis ki na usne mujhse kabhi baat ki. Achanak 2 mahino k baad mera bhi pramotion ho gya senior p. To maine apni shift evening me karwa li kyuki mujhe pta tha ki agar me morning me rahunga to mujhse rha nhi jayega usse bole beena. Thode din maine evning m kiya but fir according to process require mujhe morning me kr diya. Es doraan something humari 70 dino tak baat nhi hui lekin dosto 70 dino m se ek bhi din aisa nhi RHA jis din mujhe uski yaad na aaye rozana hum ek dusre ko dekhte the jaise hi humari nazar ek dusre se milti to ya to wo apna chehra dusri or ghuma leti ya m . itne din gujarne k baad meri morning shift hui or morning me uske pass hi mujhe baithna tha m us raat sochta RHA ki mujhse use bole beena RHA nhi jayega. Fir maine socha ki Jo hoga dekha jayega m kal usse bolunga. Dusre din jab m office Dusre din me jab office gya to maine use hii kha kha usne kha ki aa gyi tumhe meri yaad 70 din tum kahte the na ki tum pyar karte ho mujhse yahi pyar tha tumhara to me chup ho gya or pta hai dosto mujhe sabse khusi kis baat ki hui ki wo bandi bhi mujhse love karti hai use ye pta hai ki maine usse kitne dino se baat nhi ki. Maine usse sorry bola but usne mujhe kha ki mujhe nahi karni tumse baat. Mujhe usne ye bola to kafhi hurt hua us raat maine khana bhi nhi khaya or nind to aani nahi thi kya karta. Us raat maine thaan liya ki kuch bhi ho yaar Lekin kal m use purpose karunga. Dusre din jab me office gya to wo nahi aayi thi office meri dil ki dhadkne badh gyi thi ek maine socha ki use call kru but fir LGA ki pta nhi wo mera phone pic bhi karegi ya nahi fir m kya karta office me to man lagna nhi tha m bhi ghar chala aaya. Mera haal wahi usse Milne or use purpose karne ki becheni lagi thi mujhe . dusre din m office gya or maine usse kha ki mujhe tumse baat karni hai akele me please tum jab break pe jao to mujhe bta dena usne kha thik hai. Then jab wo break p gyi to m uske saath gya. Waha us time meri Hart bit itni tez thi ki agar wo MNA kr degi to Hart attack aa jayega mujhe. M bahar gya uska hath pakda or use maine kha alfisha I Love You. Shayd tum nahi jaanti ki tum kya ho meri life me maine tumse baat karna band sirf isliye ki thi kyuki mujhe LGA ki tum nahi chahti mujhse baat karna apni khushi se pahle mujhe tumhari khushi chahiye thi tab maine tumse baat karna band ki usne kha ki agar tumhe meri khusi ki parwaah hoti to shayd tum mujhse baat karna band nahi karte . maine kha ki maine tumhe I love you bola hai mujhe uska jwab do ha ya na. Usne kha ki mujhe time do ye kahke wo chali gyi waha se. Mujhe pta tha ki wo mujhse pyar karti hai or wo MNA bhi nahi karegi. Dusre din jab wo office aayi to humne normally baat ki . m khush tha m bhul gya tha ek baar k liye ki maine use purpose kiya m khush tha wo mujhse baat karne lagi thi. Then next day usne mujhe kha ki tum mujhe dhokha to nhi doge na Maine kha ki tum mere baare m sab jaanti ho agar tumhe lagta h ki m tumhe dhokha dunga to please MNA kr dena. Then usne mera hath pakda or uspe pain se likha 1432 (I love you too) meri khushi ka koi thikana na raha or maine usse kha ki m tumhare lafzo se sunna chahta hu. Wo mere pass aayi or halke se kha I love you too . dosto m bta nhi sakta ki us din Me kitna khush tha mujhe jannat mil gyi thi yaaro Wo itni khubsurat thi ki raat me suraj ki roshni se bhi chamkati thi humari ye lover ship 2 saal se chal rahi thi achanak pta nhi kisne humare pyar ko nazar LGA Di mujhe pta chala ki ek or ladka hai jisse wo baat karti hai. Jaise hi pta LGA maine dusre hi din usse punch liya usne kha ki wo mere dost hai. Mujhe yakeen tha uski har baat p m maan gya ki wo uska dost hai us ladke ka naam tha Saif Ali wo uske ghar me rent p apni family k saath rahta tha .. Mujhe mere pyar p bilkul bhi saq nhi tha ek din mujhe mere dost ne kha ki bhai Saif Ali iska boy friend hai maine kha ki ho hi nahi sakta mujhe uspe apne aap se jyada yakeen hai. Lekin mere dost ne bhi kabhi kuch jhut nhi bola tha mujhse isliye uske kahne p maine alfisha ko sab kuch bataya usne kha ki m tumhe pahle bhi bta chuki hu ki wo mera dost hai or humare yaha rent p rahta hai. Lekin mujhe mere pyar k saath saath Dosti p bhi yakeen tha is kaaran mera alfisha se jhagda hua then breakup ho gya. Breakup hone k baad Jo mera haal tha wo shayd m bta nhi sakta kyuki bahut ganda haal tha rozana hum office jaate the office me wo bhi aati thi . finally mujhe pta chala Saif se ki wo pichle 4 saal se uski gf hai. Kya karta me mujhe kuch samjh nhi aa RHA tha ki isne kyu kiya mere saath aisa ye sab hone k baad maine dosto kabhi usse ye punchne ki bhi kosis nhi ki ki usne mere saath aisa kyu kiya apne dukh ko akela hi beena kisike saath share kiye sah RHA tha. Mujhe sirf itna chahiye tha ki wo khush rahe bus iske alawa kuch nahi chahiye tha mujhe. Breakup huye 1 mahina ho gya tha ki ek din uski friend mere pass aayi or mujhse kha ki uski shadi hai uske ghar wall ne uski shadi fix kr Di or wo last time tumse baat karna chahti hai but mujhme nhi thi itni himmat ki m usse baat kr saku jabki maine kuch galat bhi nahi kiya tha Kyuki mujhe pta tha ki agar maine usse baat ki to shayd me apne aap ko nahi sambhal paunga kyuki uski shadi hone ja rahi thi achanak usne office chord diya beena notice k . meri aankhen use floor p rozana dhundhti thi finally pta chala ki usne office chord diya hai or 11 oct 2015 ko uski shadi hai.Mujhse nahi RHA gya or mujhe last time usse milna tha to maine uski friend se kha ki usse kho ki mujhe usse milna hai last time or wo office aa jaaye kal dusre din wo mujhse Milne chali aayi. Maine pta hai sirf usse itna kha ki tumhari shadi kab hai usbe kha 11oct2015 ko maine bola ki last time kam se kam tum mujhe bolke to ja sakti thi ki m ja rahi hu finally usne kha ki maine kha tha but tumne baat karne k liye MNA kr diya tha . pta hai uski aawaj sunte hi Jo bhi usne mere saath kiya tha me wo sab bhul gya tha or last time Maine usse kha ki humesha khush rahna kyuki agar tum khush rahogi to kahi na kahi m bhi khush rahunga ye thi meri love story Jo ki 13 set 2015 ko puri ho gyi ...lekin me usse kal bhi pyar karta tha aaj bhi karta hu or karta rahunga humesha love you forever alfisha.